Dennis McFarland: Nothing To Ask For (1989)
    " ... In the sharp valley of his lap, Eberhardt, his old, long-haired dachshund, lies sleeping. The table is covered with two dozen medicine bottles, though Mack has now taken himself off all drugs except cough syrup and something for heartburn ... " (p. 36)

 
    " ... more unorthodox remedies - herbal brews, ultrasound, lemon juice, urine, even penicillin. And, in a ceramic dish next to these, a small, waxy envelope that contains "ash" - a very fine, grey-white, spiritually powder materialized out of thin air by Swami Lahiri Baba ... " (p. 37)

 
    " ... What Mack means by "back then" is our college days, in Santa Cruz, when we judged almost everything in terms of how freshly it rejected the status quo: the famous professor who began his twentieth century philosophy class by tossing pink rubber dildos [:-)] in through the classroom window; Antonioni and Luis Buñuel screened each weekend in the dormitory basement ... " (p. 37)

 
    " ... We lived with thirteen other students, in a rented Victorian mansion at West Cliff Drive, and at night the yellow beacon from the nearby lighthouse invaded our attic windows ... " (p. 37)
  How seagulls see the lighthouse...

 
    " ... he´s too weak even for a flu shot. Later today, he will go to the hospital for another bronchoscopy; they want to see if there´s anything they can do to help him, though they have already told him there isn´t ... " (p. 37)

 
    " ... he´s in a healthy period now. He´s tall, thin, and bearded, a devotee of the writings of Shirley MacLaine - an unlikely guru, if you ask me ... " (p. 38)

 
    " ... They are only cards, with short notes inside, both from Des Moines. Mack´s mother says it just makes her sick that he´s sick, wants to know if there´s anything he needs ... " (p. 38)

 
    " ... Lester shrugs his shoulders, and after another moment I say, "I´m going to the K mart. Mack needs a padded toilet seat. You want anything?" ... " (p. 40)

 
    " ... At the moment, a shop-at-home show is on, but he changes channels, and an announcer says, "When we return, we´ll talk about tree pruning," and Mack changes the channel again ... " (p. 40)

 
    " ... You got your alcoholics in the bars. Your food addicts sucking it up at Jack-in-the-Box - you ever go in one of those places and count the fat people? ... " (p. 40)

 
    " ... Mack rails against the moratorium on fetal-tissue research, the most promising avenue for a cure. "If it was the Legionnaires dying, we wouldn´t have any moratorium," he says ... " (p. 40)
  Legionnaires Disease

 
    " ... I mean we all come from families, don´t we? The dizziest queen comes from a family. The axe-murderer. Even Dan Quale comes from a family of some kind ... " (p. 41)

 
    " ... He begins to compose himself almost at once. "This is what Jane Alexander did when she played Eleanor Roosevelt" he says. "... When she needed to cry she´d go in the bathroom and turn on the water, so nodody could hear her. Remember? ... " (p. 43)

 
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